My Wish
- Him: Hey
- Me: Hi
- Him: How are you?
- Me: How am I? Why? You don't care. Do you really wanna know how I am? I'm lost, alone, & empty. I can't laugh. I can't cry. I can't eat or sleep or breathe. I can't function anymore. Everything that was good in my life, was destroyed the moment you walked away. Nothing makes sense to me anymore. You were everything I never knew I wanted. I looked at you that first day & just knew I wanted to be with you for as long as possible. Even after all the times you've caused me pain, I loved you. The last time we were together was the best time of my life. What's sad is, I can't even hate you. I can't hate you or get mad at you. It hurts to even think anything bad about you. Everything you said to me was a lie. I wanted-no, I needed you in my life.
- Him: But you left.
- Me: But it was obvious you could live without me. I left for a reason!
- Him: And I came back for a reason!
- Me: And what was that?! To cause me even more pain? I tried my best to move on, & you're making it so much harder on me!
- Him: I came back for you! I did everything I did for you! I sacrificed everything for you! For your happiness!
- Me: Wha-
- Him: You deserved so much better...so much better than me. I loved you too much to put you through the heartache I would've put you through if I let you stay. I wasn't going to make you stay at the expense of my happiness. But I can't live another day without you. I'm a selfish creature. I need you in my life right now, because I still love you.
- Me: *silent moment* And you just expected me to fall into your arms & take you back? Who gave you the right to decide what was good for me or not?! You made me happy! That's all that mattered! Nothing else did *cries* Nothing else did.
- Him: *cries* I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. And I know that my apologies will never make it okay, but I will spend the rest of my life trying to make it so. I don't deserve another chance or your forgiveness, I just ask of you to let me try to make it okay.
- Me: *shakes head* Just stop. Please. Just stop. *looks at him* You had me from "Hey" *laughs*
- Him: *smiles, grabs my face & kisses me*
- Both: *in between kisses* I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you so much. I'm so sorry. I love you.
